Just like what i said.

michelle
JAM
queenstown baptist church
DANCE:D
scrapbooking
teddy bears

i didnt go for dance today bcos i hav very bad gastric pains..plus the weather is so cold today such that i feel the chills all the way to my bones. hmm does tt sound right? haha.

anyway reunion dinner with my grandma was really enjoyable despite the gastric pain. we had sharks fin & lobster =) unfortunately the pain didnt go away after dinner so i decided to cancel my dance class and head home..
gosh when i got home the pain got so much worse till i didnt feel like doin anything but cling onto a hot drink.
so right now im taking ginger water. sounds gross but honestly im really desperate.
no amt of crackers or food can dispel the pain =( sigh

dont keep asking me.
no im not fine

I'm really such a hazard to myself.
i feel like all the S word...lik SHIT like the world's biggest bitch.

"God will overthrow u, for he has the power to help you or trip u up"- 2 chron 25:8

God is not out to ruin me but to destroy wad could ruin me. so when it seems as if he isnt cooperating with my plans & desires..he's possibly trying to save me from myself.

dont let me get me..dont wanna be my friend no more

gosh im just so lazy to blog abt life here in hk! i shall make this short & sweet k?
basically in hk..

Top 3 things that must always be in your bag
1. antiseptic wet wipes
2. hand sanitizer
3. facial tissues ( to cover ur nose from filthy dust and smoke!)

NEVER!!....

carry an expensive bag you dont wanna dirty
carry a big shoulder bag (unless u wanna get bumped & shoved)
wear new expensive shoes
take the train during peak hours
walk barefooted in the house
buy anything from the side street stalls (esp ladies street) w/o bargaining
eat those internal organs thingy ( omg gross they even hav pig's blood!)

lean against any wall seat...anything!

here's my 1st submission for the feb wk1 sketchy project for simplyscrapping~!

ive been feeling unwell the last two days.. broke my voice and i sound like a BOY. gosh haha i caught my mum's flu i think. well thk God im feeling so much better this morn!

yts during treatment i intended to sleep for one & a half hours bcos my throat was so bad & i dont like my broken voice LOL but in the end i had a very gd chat with charlene! it was so fun talking to her abt SUSHI and our childish nature of keeping our barbie dolls & soft toys.

at 6.30 i was feeling so tired bcos i didnt slp..was SO TEMPTED to go home to rest BUT im so glad i DIDNT listen to the little devil in my head..&i went for the one eighty young adult's fellowship at the vine =)
met lotsa new friends and a group of FELLOW s'poreans all of us proud of our LAH LEH LO s'porean accent haha. i enjoyed the whole service and God touched my heart.

even tho i reached home at 11 and was feeling so broken-voiced( no sound even when i tried to speak)..i was HAPPY and at peace bcos i know how much God loves me...and yet again he has ANSWERED another of my prayer-----. for a church and gd friends =)

this is a layout based on the sketch for the simplyscrapping DT challenge

*GASP* AHH I CANT BREATHE! this is incredible!
even tho it's midnight and my mum's nagging at me to slp..i MUST blog this~!
ive been praying and talking to the Lord abt my wish to design for any scrapbooking website.. so when simplyscrapping started a DT search on mon...i decided to work on the challenge sketch for the DT position.

i just completed the Layout for the challenge 2 hrs ago..and i was abt to submit it when..guess wad?
i dont need to anymore! simplyscrapping sent me an invitation! omg i cldnt believe it i felt lik refreshing the mail page to make sure im not dreaming XD

but really i feel so happy now not only bcos it's such a great honour to receive this invitation..but mostly it is bcos i see God's work in this.
God is so real and personal and he really hears my prayers!

even when i had a rough emo morning and cried out to him. He talked to me thru my devotions and told me that Jesus will be my healer. there is NOTHING that can take away his love from me NOTHING to limit his power to heal

i feel really ashamed for the little faith i hav ..for doubting that he's listening to my prayers.
lik sometimes i wonder if God even cares abt the tiny teeny worries and desires i have. well the fact is he REALLY truely is there listening to me.
everyday he is revealing more of himself to me. all i need to do is to be willing to overcome my disbelief and learn to trust in him.

oh btw, my eyes are feeling much better. the optometrist said it's 78% healed lol.
erm do pray for my mum who's stilll recovering from flu and cough..she's coughing so much till my heart aches!

anyway i must say, i miss singapore i miss my family my bed my teddy bears =( almost broke down today ...HK can get SO CONFUSING!

i took 2 wrong buses this afternoon and a wrong tram late at night after ballet class. omg im such a loser